Spirit Messages

I have been interested in spiritualism for a long time and I was convinced I would start to pick up messages, when I stopped smoking and taking tablets.
Lots of things have started happening since then, so I am looking to take a couple of mediumship courses after my op, as that is the way I "feel" I am meant to go.
There are no such thing as coincidences, and everything happens for a reason. I get so excited when things happen, especially things that I have either "predicted" or "verified".

The first "big" thing I got right was when my daughter was expecting my grandson. Terry and I were out shopping at the supermarket. She was only 16 then, just started college, but she was giving me hell. I detested the boyfriend. She stole from us, to fund his drug habit, she hit me, he hit me. I reported her to the police but Terry told the police to let her off... I was devastated. I would never have treated my parents that way, and i couldn't believe he could let her off. As I said we were grocery shopping, we got to the sanitary towels and this voice came from within and said simply "Don't bother!". I knew that instant.I filled up with tears in the shop and he was convinced I'd seen an old boyfriend or something. That night she avoided me. Next day she came in from college smiling and singing, and I took the bull by the horns, her dad was out the way so I said "If you're pregnant you can break it to your Dad, cos you're the one whose letting him down again!" She looked at me with shock on her face saying "but I only found out myself last night!"
She couldn't understand how I knew, until a couple of years later when she started to get messages herself. Infact she gets more than me, or she did till she found the church.
I used to know what they were up to when they were little. When they weren't here. My son and I are very telepathic, and we both see spirits a lot. I get a lot of dreams now too.
A couple of weeks ago I asked spirit for help regarding one of our drivers, who felt we didn't trust him enough. I thought he didn't give me just cause to trust him.
I never go shopping in Rugeley but Terry and I wanted to go to Iceland, well there's a cheap shop in Rugeley as well as an Iceland so I said we would go there on a Sunday of all days. Well we pulled on the carpark and suddenly Terry spots our car. The driver is only using our car for private use....and our fuel!! Then when I mention to others I get told of other things he is doing.. :-( I have too much to cope with just now but I hope Spirit will show me how to deal with it when I have finished my op.
Another thing I "saw" coming was the ending of my son Kev's 28 month relationship with his girlfriend and her son. I did love that little boy, but I found myself distancing myself from him before christmas. I think Spirit showed me something, which I dare not print :-) but was preparing me for losing him for good, better to do it quickly and painlessly, than long and drawn out.
The nicest thing was about 6 days ago, when I was looking at photo's of nieces and nephews, when I spotted one of my niece Kirstie. I have always liked Kirstie, she works like a trojan to keep them kids happy and I hardly remember seein her without a smile on her face whe she was growin up. I was thinkin how her and Kel always reminded me of each other when the "voice" told me "she having another one you know". I was going to ask her the next day, then I saw a comment she had made to someone so thought I would leave ie. ut I DID tell Kev, so I did get it "verified". The next day it all came out so I was right and she is only 5 weeks on anyway. I passed a message on to her that she has to eat breakfast and stop smoking and godbless her,she has listened to me.
The reason for me writing this post is because I wanted written evidence of my latest prediction.
I think Terry is heading for a heart attack.If he doesn't die he will need bypass sugery. If he survives my being in hospita at all for 5 days.

Times Ticking

Well 3 more sleeps and I finally go into hospital for my hip replacement. I can't believe I am actually getting it. I am not in the slightest bit nervous. I am dead excited because, I have suffered for so long, i can't remember what its like to be "normal". If I let myself, I get choked, cos I feel so lucky to be getting the operation and so quickly. I only started the ball rolling at the end of August. I have a lot to thank Dr Davies, my Neurologist for, because he actually spotted how bad things actually were... here I go again.. lol.
I just hope as Terry thinks, I am not expecting too much from it.

On 28th December I stopped smoking, and I feel so much better for it. It has been so easy. I think I have had a lot of help from Spirit, my willpower seems to have gone from strength to strength! I even cut out my sleeping tablets which I have been on for about 4 or 5 years. The past few days I feel as if I have a lot wasted energy... and I hope I feel this good after the arthroplasty. I have a lot of good to do.